All I can think of is surgery on Monday. We are the first surgery of the day, so we have to be there at 6:00am. Hopefully this will give us enough time to recover, and we really will get to go home same day as they are saying. Follow us on Twitter for the latest updates.
Alex is having his testes brought down, his right eye probed (blocked tear duct), and is being circumcised. The doctor is pretty sure he can feel one of the testes, but cant feel the other, and cant even see it on ultrasound. I'm worried this may mean actually cutting him open to find and bring it down. Which may mean staying in the hospital. He is being circumcised just for cleanliness issues, since he did have kidney reflux, and was at a higher risk for UTI, and other infections it seems like the best thing to do for his health. His right eye's tear duct is completely blocked, and I'm hoping the probe will take, and he wont wake up goopy, and red every single morning!
RTS kiddos have been known to have trouble under anesthesia, Alex hasnt had trouble in the past, so Im hoping we wont have trouble now.
I don't want this to set him back.
I don't want to leave him.I don't want to think of him being cut on.
I don't want him to go under anesthesia.
I don't want to wait 4 hours.
I don't want to hurt for him while he recovers.
I don't want to worry.
I don't want to wonder.
I don't want to do this!!!!