I don't have a clever post. I don't have a lot to say. The truth is, I have been discouraged. Its probably due to the lack of sleep, in fact I'm sure of it.
A few weeks ago I was hopeful that Alex would be crawling by Christmas, and while there is still time, its not probable.
While I am soooo happy that he took those bites of the graham cracker, he hasn't wanted to since. Congestion is the culprit, but it feels like we just took five steps back instead of the traditional two.
I'm tired, and I feel like I'm in a rut, the not mobile, not eating, not drinking, throwing up, tube feeding, not sleeping rut.