So Alex has found a new way of soothing himself. At all times when I am carrying him, his two fingers go straight into my mouth. He doesn't have to look at my face to find my mouth, he just senses where it is I guess, and straight into my mouth his two fingers go. It doesn't matter where we are: the Y for swimming lessons, picking up brothers from school, the store, it doesn't matter who sees us, this is how we look all the time!!!!
And yes, that is how Alex's eye looks most of the time. It is constantly draining from the blocked tear duct, the doctor isn't interested in fixing it, until the next time Alex is under for another surgery.
And can I just say I love you all, all of you who emailed me, and left me comments. You mommas to special sweeties who know every detail of my life because you are living it too. I love you, you are my support, you are what makes me feel surrounded even though you are miles away. Thank you so much for your encouragement.......You are my paci!